i suddenly realised..

we're 30mths old!

<3

i dont noe y im damn emo abt wat im doing now if everything in 30mths ago does not happen?

1st

wat if 30mths ago i did not had tat conversation with irene tay in the cab otw to kallang?

i'll not have the chance to be promoted to 2nd asst.

i'll not be wat i am now.

tat chid care centre had agreed to hire me 30mths ago.

due to my luck.

i met irene tay.

i chose to get promoted.

n i did not turn up during the 1st day of work at the child care centre.

but..

wat if 30mths ago i did not met irene tay?

will i still be working at the child care centre?

or wat will i be now?

2nd

wat if 30mths ago i did not met him?

wat will i be now?

n wat will he be now?

i asked him..

he told me he dont noe.

he asked me back.

i told him frankly.

i told him i might be still as playful as 30mths ago.

im not a bad girl.

just wana enjoy life.

tats my mindset at tat point of time.

but anw tats just all my random tots.

im satisfied wat i am now.

(:

today not working.

acc him to 2 interviews just now.

1 failed.

coz not the position he wanted.

the 2nd one waiting for call.

he's so stressed up looking for 1.

im so stressed for him too.

hais.

its easy to get a job.

just tat its not easy to get ur dream job.

went ecp.

had a very long heart-to-heart talk session.

<3

i believe most ppl do have regrets during parts of their life.

instead of regretting the past.

y not look forward n think abt brighter future?

(: